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When the Badge Breaks: PTSD, Survival & Healing in Law Enforcement | Bullet Proof Podcast with Veronica LaRue & Patrick Kreuzer

When the Badge Breaks: PTSD, Survival & Healing in Law Enforcement | Bullet Proof Podcast with Veronica LaRue & Patrick Kreuzer

Update: 2025-10-21
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Veronica LaRue — Former Detective, Gilbert Police Department (Persons & Violent Crimes Unit); PSB Administrative Investigator at MCSO; Co-Founder, CEO, Podcast Cohost & First Responder Advocate of After Watch Foundation.


Patrick Kreuzer — Marine Corps Veteran, Retired Police Patrol Officer & Field Training Officer at Mesa Police Department; Co-Founder, After Watch Foundation.


Topics Discussed:


The hidden cost of serving: PTSD, stress, and trauma in first responders


Veronica’s 14-year career in law enforcement and the impact of a mass homicide case


Patrick’s experience with child death scenes and the emotional aftermath


How the After Watch Foundation was born and how it helps first responders nationwide


Why stigma still prevents officers from seeking help


The importance of peer support, community, and immediate post-incident resourcesSteve’s own NYPD experiences during 9/11 and reflections on trauma


How humor, camaraderie, and denial play a role in coping with trauma


Practical steps for officers and veterans to seek help confidentially


Resources Mentioned: AfterWatchFoundation.comAfter Watch Foundation on Instagram, Facebook, TikTok, and LinkedInWeekly Peer Support Groups (In-person & Virtual)


24-Hour Crisis Line for First Responders


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When the Badge Breaks: PTSD, Survival & Healing in Law Enforcement | Bullet Proof Podcast with Veronica LaRue & Patrick Kreuzer

When the Badge Breaks: PTSD, Survival & Healing in Law Enforcement | Bullet Proof Podcast with Veronica LaRue & Patrick Kreuzer

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